stresss

So yeah.... imho i have a shite load of work to do for the next few weeks. work which i shouldve finished days, weeks ago, im trying to finish now. why you ask, its because of well lots of things. HER, my inability to focus on what is important, basically starting work. hell here i am supposed to finish two essays and study for 2 test/exams for this weekend and the 1stday of nxt week, im here filling up this unread blog with inane ramblings. GOD!!! im so not a student material.

so ive got presentations, essays, tests coming up, all in the next two weeks. amongst all this, i keep getting distracted by thinking about her. its... well i dunno what it is. life or something like it, have no idea where its going, so ill just have to wait and see.

hell i dont even noe what to put in this blog really. all this is just disorganized thoughts that are just pouring out of my brain thru my fingers in to this blog. do i feel better, i dont noe.

well anyway ill elave for now, if i need to reelase somemore stress ill attempt a blog entry i guess.

ciao.

so yeah......

so yeah... this is another attempt by yours trully to start up a blogg. lately i feel the need to express my thoughts and feelings, im i tink the person ive been doing so to is starting to get tired of me. or not. either way im not really sure about this whole blog thing. my thoughts are private, yet what im doing here its the opposite coz im putting it on the net one of the most unprivate places unless you're some supergeek(no offense) and noe how to make your blog unknown. but then whats the purpose of having a blog if i dont at least let people read it.

my dilema is, the things i want to pour out in my blog, there are certain people i dont want to read it and the rest i dont mind. but if i privatise the blog, and invite only those who i want to read my blog then if they happen to be one of thos people who i want to read but dont want to noe that its my blog, well.... you get what i mean.

anywho, first post if anyway somehow stumbles upon this humble and pretty crappy blog, give me some tips.

later.